JTL - professional! haha

Silly me. i realised i went out with JTL ytd to shop at vivo for a white tank top and have dinner but i only came back with dinner and stuff from candy empire! :P oops. i think i'd have to make a trip back to vivo again. sad to say, the white tank top that im lookin to get is kinda sold out in my size and the new one for this collection is of a different material! it still has the same cut though! :) nice! im so getting it this week. haha!

Anyway, JTL is one of the few males i know that likes shopping and who eats super slow. haha! but its all cool. went up to Kent Ridge Park to try out the roads, leisure drive and all.. had a chat on the top of the park. it was beautiful, the scenary, the lights, the brightness. so hopeful. something about the whole environment made me really relaxed.. i talked about the stress ive been up to, the expectations that are coming from my family and how all this jus adds up to me feeling really broken. amazingly, i made that decision to share all that with him. but im happy. ive been wanting to rant but at times.. finding someone to rant to at the right moment when u feel like it jus seems so hard (: speaking of which, i have to thank S for saturday night.

Haha, looking forward to mambo with my girls on wed (ive applied for leave on thurs alr - so its confirmed with a capital C okay?!), dinner with phili on thurs and road trip up to Yong Peng this sat! woo!

But i know it, i feel it and i hate to admit it - im coming out stronger. and it really does seem to be working out for me now (: something in me is working its magic. my heart - its back!! *gasp* :D